Dancing in my Room

My marks aren't good enough.
Marks weren't supposed to be out until the 22nd, and then the date was changed to the 24th of June, but I just checked the page and my low to mid 60s and one 54 are glaring at me, laughing at me. Making me want to throw up.
My marks aren't good enough.
What do I do? What do I do? What do I do?
I'm filling out the application anyway, who knows, maybe they'll take pity on me.
Fuck!
What do I do?!
What happens if they say no?! What do I do?!