Dancing in my Room

Wanna know what’s really depressing to me? Looking up information on migraines and seeing post after post in forums of people talking about daily “headpain”, going as far back as 7 (when it started for me), and being now in their late 50s.

Really? Is this what I have to look forward to? Daily headaches for some 30+ more years? I really don’t see the point in anything, then, if I know everything that happens to me is going to be accompanied by a headache. One woman said “many times I say I would like to be able to live 20 years before I die without headpain” and, sometimes, I truthfully feel it would be better to die than live another 30+ years with my “silly little headpain” that no one can physically see.

It just hurts, so much.